Under City Light

at some point in the beggining of the night I would cry because I don't know did I miss being loved or I miss loving someone at some point in the middle of the night your existence made me lost more and more did I want to be loved by you or loving you at some point in the end of the night I would thank you for letting me ask how was your day for letting me bring you some cake for letting me hug you when you feel low for letting me love you

12:10 keretanya terlambat lagi sama seperti beberapa bulan lalu menunggu itu tidak pernah menjadi hal yang menyenangkan walau sebenarnya seseorang yang akan keluar dari gerbong nanti tidak terlalu ditunggu kehadirannya 12:15 "nggak bisa," "udah nggak bisa lagi" "nggak bisa dilanjut lagi" "Hai, maaf keretanya telat," "..." "capek, ya? udah nunggu lama banget, ya? kamu yang capek. duduk di kereta 10 jam cuma untuk menemuiku. cuma untuk aku bisa bilang apa yang aku pikirkan belakangan ini. "nggak, nggak papa," 12:30 "siang-siang gini kenapa malah nggak ada taksi ya," "dulu gimana? waktu nganterin aku kesini, pulangnya ada taksi?" diantar, lalu kita makan sebentar "ada, ada taksi."

"it's 1 AM already," "I know," "you have a class at seven," "I know," "so go sleep, babe," "then what? I will wake up and you won't be here anymore?" "I only go for a while," "3 month is a while?" "you have to go sleep right now, have a nice dream," "reality feels better than my dream ever since I know you and dream is just a bad dream because I imagined how would it be if youre gone"